Andrew's Blog

Alot of Crap Goin On.

2005-04-08T22:46:00.000-06:00

Hello,

Sorry that I haven't posted in a while... I have been doin alot of work on Myspace.com but I have had soooo much crap going on with the School Administration here and them discriminating against me and telling my mom personal information about me... like who I like and shit... really makes me mad...

Hope to continue this post sometime...
Andrew

Werid...

2005-03-02T18:41:00.000-07:00

Sorry about me being inactive... werid things going on.. I have been most active on Myspace... if you would like please signup at myspace.com and most things have been going on over there... just look me up... Andrew, live in Kuna Idaho.... my nickname on there is <<[[Andrew]]>> <<[[Poof]]>>

Thanks

Great day

2005-02-21T20:36:00.000-07:00

Hello,

Sorry about my inactivity theres alot going on but its been great I hung out with my friend MOlly at the mall yesterday and been talking on the fone witth my friend Laci and yes.... Hopefully everything goes well next week sorry to cut this short g2g

See ya
Andrew

Black History

2005-02-21T20:30:00.000-07:00

I totally forgot to do this.. Even though I am Not black I still feel that we must reconize how importantBlack people are they are NO diffrent from me and you!
Martin Luther King's
"I have a Dream" Speech
Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of captivity. But one hundred years later, we must face the tragic fact that the Negro is still not free.
One hundred years later, the life of the Negro is still sadly crippled by the manacles of segregation and the chains of discrimination. One hundred years later, the Negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity. One hundred years later, the Negro is still languishing in the corners of American society and finds himself an exile in his own land.
So we have come here today to dramatize an appalling condition. In a sense we have come to our nation's capital to cash a check. When the architects of our republic wrote the magnificent words of the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, they were signing a promissory note to which every American was to fall heir.
This note was a promise that all men would be guaranteed the inalienable rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. It is obvious today that America has defaulted on this promissory note insofar as her citizens of color are concerned. Instead of honoring this sacred obligation, America has given the Negro people a bad check which has come back marked "insufficient funds." But we refuse to believe that the bank of justice is bankrupt. We refuse to believe that there are insufficient funds in the great vaults of opportunity of this nation.
So we have come to cash this check -- a check that will give us upon demand the riches of freedom and the security of justice. We have also come to this hallowed spot to remind America of the fierce urgency of now. This is no time to engage in the luxury of cooling off or to take the tranquilizing drug of gradualism. Now is the time to rise from the dark and desolate valley of segregation to the sunlit path of racial justice. Now is the time to open the doors of opportunity to all of God's children. Now is the time to lift our nation from the quicksands of racial injustice to the solid rock of brotherhood.
It would be fatal for the nation to overlook the urgency of the moment and to underestimate the determination of the Negro. This sweltering summer of the Negro's legitimate discontent will not pass until there is an invigorating autumn of freedom and equality. Nineteen sixty-three is not an end, but a beginning. Those who hope that the Negro needed to blow off steam and will now be content will have a rude awakening if the nation returns to business as usual. There will be neither rest nor tranquility in America until the Negro is granted his citizenship rights.
The whirlwinds of revolt will continue to shake the foundations of our nation until the bright day of justice emerges. But there is something that I must say to my people who stand on the warm threshold which leads into the palace of justice. In the process of gaining our rightful place we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred.
We must forever conduct our struggle on the high plane of dignity and discipline. we must not allow our creative protest to degenerate into physical violence. Again and again we must rise to the majestic heights of meeting physical force with soul force.
The marvelous new militancy which has engulfed the Negro community must not lead us to distrust of all white people, for many of our white brothers, as evidenced by their presence here today, have come to realize that their destiny is tied up with our destiny and their freedom is inextricably bound to our freedom.
We cannot walk alone. And as we walk, we must make the pledge that we shall march ahead. We cannot turn back. There are those who are asking the devotees of civil rights, "When will you be satisfied?" we can never be satisfied as long as our bodies, heavy with the fatigue of travel, cannot gain lodging in the motels of the highways and the hotels of the cities. We cannot be satisfied as long as the Negro's basic mobility is from a smaller ghetto to a larger one. We can never be satisfied as long as a Negro in Mississippi cannot vote and a Negro in New York believes he has nothing for which to vote. No, no, we are not satisfied, and we will not be satisfied until justice rolls down like waters and righteousness like a mighty stream.
I am not unmindful that some of you have come here out of great trials and tribulations. Some of you have come fresh from narrow cells. Some of you have come from areas where your quest for freedom left you battered by the storms of persecution and staggered by the winds of police brutality. You have been the veterans of creative suffering. Continue to work with the faith that unearned suffering is redemptive.
Go back to Mississippi, go back to Alabama, go back to Georgia, go back to Louisiana, go back to the slums and ghettos of our northern cities, knowing that somehow this situation can and will be changed. Let us not wallow in the valley of despair. I say to you today, my friends, that in spite of the difficulties and frustrations of the moment, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream.
I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal." I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slaveowners will be able to sit down together at a table of brotherhood. I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a desert state, sweltering with the heat of injustice and oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice. I have a dream that my four children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. I have a dream today.
I have a dream that one day the state of Alabama, whose governor's lips are presently dripping with the words of interposition and nullification, will be transformed into a situation where little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls and walk together as sisters and brothers. I have a dream today. I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, every hill and mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plain, and the crooked places will be made straight, and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together. This is our hope. This is the faith with which I return to the South. With this faith we will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair a stone of hope. With this faith we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our nation into a beautiful symphony of brotherhood. With this faith we will be able to work together, to pray together, to struggle together, to go to jail together, to stand up for freedom together, knowing that we will be free one day.
This will be the day when all of God's children will be able to sing with a new meaning, "My country, 'tis of thee, sweet land of liberty, of thee I sing. Land where my fathers died, land of the pilgrim's pride, from every mountainside, let freedom ring." And if America is to be a great nation, this must become true. So let freedom ring from the prodigious hilltops of New Hampshire. Let freedom ring from the mighty mountains of New York. Let freedom ring from the heightening Alleghenies of Pennsylvania! Let freedom ring from the snowcapped Rockies of Colorado! Let freedom ring from the curvaceous peaks of California! But not only that; let freedom ring from Stone Mountain of Georgia! Let freedom ring from Lookout Mountain of Tennessee! Let freedom ring from every hill and every molehill of Mississippi. From every mountainside, let freedom ring.
When we let freedom ring, when we let it ring from every village and every hamlet, from every state and every city, we will be able to speed up that day when all of God's children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual, "Free at last! free at last! thank God Almighty, we are free at last!"

Gay History

2005-02-21T20:26:00.000-07:00

From- Brittane C. in Kuna, Idaho

-Aaron Fricke was the first openly gay high school student to sue his school for not letting him attend prom with a same-sex date. And guess what? He won.-That happened in 1980 by the way. :)

Thank You Britanne for your contribution
Thank You everyone for visiting!

Pretty Awesome Day

2005-02-18T22:46:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Today, was pretty awesome... Got to hang out with some friends.. talked with a bunch of people on the phone ( I talked to Laci for about 2-3 hours!!) We talked about hott guys!! The bad things that happen today was that Molly's Boyfriend was cheating on her for some gurl named Laura! Which really made me mad because Molly really likes Brent... Then I was trying to plan a trip to the mall this weekend and everyone but Laci canceld.. so Laci and I are going on Sunday... We believe.. we plan to hang out tommorow.... We love looking at Hott guys in the Magazines! I am going to also call Melissa again and ask her if she would like to hang out with us tommorow downtown...

Hope everyone has been having a good 4 day weekend! (3 day for some)
Andrew

Next weeks Goal: LOOK FOR A BOYFRIEND!! I NEED ONE BAD!~

Our New Feature

2005-02-18T01:50:00.000-07:00

Hello,
I am glad to announce that I have offically released a new feature for the blog... Every week I am going to post a CUTE guy on our forum ... Please Subscribe to the mailing list (its on the right side it is powered by Yahoo and is called Cute Guy Weekly) In order to be notified about it!!!

Thank you!
Andrew

Great Day

2005-02-17T21:55:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Hope everyone liked the cute gay kiss (below this post) They are really hott aren't they?!! I hope I can post some more soon!! So thats something to look forward to! LOL! Things went well today! My dad left for 4 months so I don't have him on my back.. Things at school went ok! I got a 4 day weekend this weekend and some of my friends and I are planning on going to the mall this weekend! That is something I am super excited about!!! I would love to go shopping with some of my friends!! Even if its just one of my friends that would still be super awesome!! Wonder what I would wear... hmm... very good question LOL! Well I hope that these good days continue! I love when I have good days, I feel good about myself and the place I live! Well catch you all later make sure to have yourself an awesome weekend! I will update you on anything kool that is going on!!!
Andrew
(COMEING SOON- MORE HOTT GUYS!!)

What Kind of Gay Kisser I am.. LOL!

2005-02-16T19:29:00.000-07:00

You are a School Boy Kiss!! you're a deprived
catholic school boy who needs some action...
don't get caught in the locker room!

What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
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Really bad

2005-02-16T11:29:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Sorry that I haven’t posted an update.. but I came out to my parents and they threatened to kick me out.. I am still in a loop right now and don’t know what is going on.. Besides that everything has been ok.. exept that some kid is making up rumors about me saying that I am not gay.. I AM GAY and he needs to shut his mouth…

Thanks have a great week!
Andrew
Proud to be gay!

Continue..

2005-02-13T20:12:00.000-07:00

I think it is amazing to see how many famous people in history are GBLT. Don't you? I know that the below history is hard to read due to copy/pasteing errors but if you actually sort it all out you can see how great people were also GBLT. I hope you enjoyed this.. The post for today is below the confuseing history!
Thanx
Andrew

Famous GBLT People

2005-02-13T20:09:00.000-07:00

Todays Post is BELOW this Gay history ...
Source- http://home.cc.umanitoba.ca/~wyatt/celebs-list.html
Famous GBLT people throughout history-
The ListAbd Al-Rahman [m] (r: 1880-1901) Afghani king (NF) Abu Nuwas [m] (AD 756?-810) Arabian poet (AA) Achilles [m] Greek mythological hero (GGG May 91) Achtenberg, Roberta [f] San Francisco city supervisor (MH) "Adult Children of Heterosexuals" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Agathon [m] (450?-400? BC) Athenian dramatist (AA) Ai [m] (r: 6 BC-AD 1) Chinese emperor (NF) Akhenaten [m] (1364-1334 BC) Egyptian pharoah (OOAT, AA, GGG Jun 90) Albee, Edward [m] (1928- ) U.S. playwright "Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?" (AA, GGG Jan 92, TM, MH) Alcibiades [m] (450-404 BC) Athenian general-statesman (GGG Jun 91, AA, OOAT) Alexander I [m] (1777-1825) Russian czar (AA) Alexander the Great [m] (356-323 BC) Macedonian king (AA, OOAT, BOL, NF, TM) Alexander VI [m] (1431-1503) Pope (GGG Aug 92) Alger, Horatio [m] (1832-1899) U.S. author (BOL, AA, GGG Jan 90, TM) Al-Hakem II [m] (r: AD 961-976) Cordoban ruler (NF) "Alive!" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Allen, Peter [m] (1944-1992) Australian entertainer (TM) Almodovar, Pedro [m] (____- ) Spanish film-maker "Tie Me Up! Tie Me Down" (TM, MH) Almond, Mark [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Al-Mutamid [m] (r: 1069-1090) Ruler of Seville (Spain) (NF) Ammiano, Tom [m] schoolteacher, comedian, San Francisco School Board member (and first-place vote-getter) (MH) Amos, Tori [ ] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Amunullah Kahn [m] (r: 1919-1929) Afghani king (NF) Anacreon [m] (572?-488? BC) Greek poet (AA) Andersen, Hans Christian [m] (1805-1875) Danish author (BOL, AA, GGG Jul 92, TM) Anderson, Emily [f] photographer (MH) Anderson, Laurie [f] performance artist (MH-not) Anne [f] (1665-1714) British queen (OOAT, AA, NF) Anne Ioannovna [f] (r: 1730-1740) Russian empress (NF) Anthony, Susan B. [f] (1820-1906) U.S. activist (OOAT, AA, TM) Antigonus II Gonatas [m] (r: 276-239 BC) Greek king (NF) Antiochus I [m] (r: 280-261 BC) Greek king (NF) Antoinette, Marie [f] (1755-1793) French queen (OOAT) Apuzzo, Virginia [f] adviser to Governor Mario Cuomo; former head of the National Gay and Lesbian Task Force (MH) Araki, Greg [m] filmmaker "The Living End" (MH) Aristotle [m] (384-322 BC) Greek philosopher (BOL, TM) Armatrading, Joan [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) "Army of Lovers" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Ash, Daniel [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Ash, John [m] poet and literary critic (MH) Ashbery, John [m] Pulitzer Prize-winning poet (MH) Ashikaga Yoshimitsu [m] (r: 1368-1394) Japanese shogun (NF) Ashman, Howard [m] (1951-1991) U.S. playwright-lyricist (GGG Sep 91) Auden, W.H. [m] (1907-1973) British poet (AA, GGG Dec 89, BOL, TM) Augustine, Saint [m] (AD 354-430) Roman theologian (AA) Augustus [m] (r: 31 BC-AD 14) Roman emperor (NF) Azaa, Manuel [m] (r: 1931-1933, 1936-1939) Spanish president (NF) Aznavour, Charles [m] (1924- ) French, more singer than actor (TM) "B-52's" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Bachardy, Don [m] artist; life partner of the late novelist Christopher Isherwood (MH) Bachmann, Guido [m] writer (MH) Bacon, Sir Francis [m] (1561-1626) Br philosopher-statesman (BOL, GGG Jul 90, AA, GBOL-bro, TM) Baez, Joan [f] (1941- ) U.S. folk singer-political activist (GBOL-once, MH "onetime") Bagoas [m] (345?-after 323 BC) Persian slave (to Alex. Great) (GGG Oct 92) "Bahaus" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Bakker, James [m] (1940- ) U.S. evangelist (AA) Baldwin, James [m] (1924-1987) U.S. writer (AA, GGG Aug 88) Bancroft, Ann [f] explorer and teacher (*not* the actress Anne) (MH) Bankhead, Tallulah [f] (1903-1968) U.S. actress (GBOL-once) Barber, Samuel [m] (1910-1981) U.S. composer (AA, GBOL-forces, LS) Barnes, Djuna [f] (1892-1982) U.S. novelist (AA) Barney, Natalie [f] (1876-1972) Parisian writer & salon hostess (AA) Barnfield, Richard [m] (1574-1627) British poet (AA) Barrie, James M. [m] (1860-1937) British author (GGG Sep 92) Bartel, Paul [m] filmmaker (MH) Bartlett, John [m] fashion designer (MH) Basil II [m] (r: 976-1025) Byzantine emperor (NF) Bates, Alan [m] (1934-1992) British-born U.S. actor (TM) Bauman, Robert [m] (1937- ) U.S. politician (AA, MH) Beach, Sylvia [f] (1887-1962) U.S. expatriate literary figure (AA) Beard, James [m] (1903-1985) U.S. chef and author (TM) Beardsley, Aubrey Vincent [m] (1872-1898) British artist (GGG May 90) Beaton, Sir Cecil [m] (1904-1980) British photographer (GGG Sep 90) "Beautiful South, The" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Beck, Pia [f] singer and pianist (MH) Beckford, William [m] (1760-1844) British writer and politician (AA) Beecher, Henry Ward [m] (1813-1887) U.S. lecturer and pastor (AA) Beethoven, Ludwig von [m] (1770-1827) German composer (AA) Behan, Brendan [m] (1923-1964) Irish author (BOL, TM) Bell, Andy [m] (____- ) Musician of the group "Erasure" (various, LS, MH) Benedict IX [m] (1020-1055?) Pope (AA, GBOL-popes, OOAT) Bennett, Michael [m] (1943-1987) U.S. choreographer (GGG Aug 89) Ben-Shalom, Miriam [f] sued military for reinstatement after expulsion for being lesbian (MH) Bentley, Eric [m] critic, theatre director and translator (MH) "Berlin" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Bernhard, Sandra [f] (1955- ) U.S. comedian-actress (TM, MH) Bernstein, Leonard [m] (1918-1990) U.S. composer (GGG Nov 90, TM, LS) Beyazid I [m] (r: 1389-1402) Ottoman sultan (NF) Beza, Theodore [m] (1519-1605) French theologian (AA) Birisima, George [f] actor and playwright (MH) Blackwell, Mr. [m] fashion designer; creator of annual "Ten Worst Dressed" list (MH) Blais, Marie-Claire [f] French-language novelist (MH) Blake, Nayland [ ] artist (MH) Blaser, Robin [ ] writer (MH) Blitzstein, Marc [m] (1905-1964) U.S. composer (GGG Mar 91) Bogarde, Dirk [m] (1920- ) British actor (GBOL-once, MH) Bonheur, Rosa [f] (1822-1899) French artist (AA) Bono, Chastity [f] daughter of Sonny Bono and Cher (MH) Boswell, John [m] historian (MH) Botticelli, Sandro [m] (1444?-1510) Italian painter (BOL, TM) Bowie, Angela [f] poet and performance artist; ex-wife of David Bowie (MH) Bowie, David [m] (1947- ) British rock singer (GBOL-once, BOL, TM, LS, MH "experimenting") Bowles, Jane [f] (1917-1973) U.S. writer (AA) Bowles, Paul [m] writer (MH) Boy George (George O'Dowd) [m] (1961- ) British pop singer (LS, MH) Boyd, Malcolm [m] (1923- ) U.S. Episc. priest & gay activist (AA, BOL, TM, MH) Bradley, Dan [m] (1940-1988) U.S. political activist (AA) Bradshaw, Terry [m] (____- ) U.S. football player (TM "wrestler") Brainard, Joe [m] poet and artist (MH) Brando, Marlon [m] (1924- ) U.S. actor (GBOL-once, MH) Bray, Robert [m] spokesman for National Gay and Lesbian Task Force (MH) Britt, Harry [m] former President of the San Francisco City Board of Supervisors (MH) Britten, Benjamin [m] (1913-1976) British composer (AA, GGG Jul 90, TM, LS) Broderick, Matthew [m] actor (MH-not) "Bronski Beat" British gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Brooks, Romaine [f] (1874-1970) U.S. painter (AA) Brossard, Nicole [f] novelist (MH) Broughton, James [m] poet, filkmaker and playwright (MH) Broumas, Olga [f] poet (MH) Brown, Rita Mae [f] (____-____) U.S. novelist, author of "Rubyfruit Jungle" (TM, MH) Brunner, John [m] writer (MH) Buchanan, James [m] (1791-1868) U.S. president (AA "speculation") Burke, Glenn [m] ex-Major League baseball player (MH) Burns, John Horne [m] (1916-1953) U.S. novelist (GBOL-forces) Burroughs, William S. [m] (1913- ) U.S. writer (GBOL-forces, GGG Jan 91, AA, TM, MH) Burson, Scott [m] artist (MH) Burton, Richard [m] (1925-1984) British actor (GBOL-once) Burton, Sir Richard [m] (1821-1890) British explorer & scholar (AA, GGG Jan 91) Busch, Charles [m] writer, director and actor (MH) Bush, Kate [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Busi, Aldo [m] Italian novelist (MH) Bussotti, Sylvano [m] (1931- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Butler, Samuel [m] (1835-1902) British author (BOL, TM) Button, Dick [m] Olympic athlete (MH) "Buzzcocks, The" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Cadmus, Paul [m] (____-____) painter (TM, MH) Cage, John [m] (1912-1992) U.S. composer (TM, LS, MH) Caja, Jerome [m] artist (MH) Califia, Pat [ ] advice columnist (MH) Caligula [m] (r: AD 37-41) Roman emperor (NF) Callen, Michael [m] (1955-1993) singer, member of musical group "The Flirtations" (MH, LS) Callow, Simon [m] (1949- ) British actor (GGG Apr 92, TM, MH) Cambaceres, Jean Jaques Regis de [m] (1753-1824) Fr lawmaker (AA) Campbell, Jack [m] millionaire Florida businessman and activist (MH) Camus, Renaud [m] French novelist (MH) Caravaggio (Michelangelo Amerighi) [m] (1571-1610) Ital painter (GGG Apr 92) Carpenter, Edward [m] (1844-1929) English reformer (AA, GGG Nov 91, TM) Carswell, G. Harold [m] (1920- ) U.S. jurist (AA) Carver, Craig [m] artist (MH) Casanova, Giovanni Giacomo [m] (1725-1798) Italian adventurer (GBOL-once) Casement, Sir Roger [m] (1864-1916) Irish patriot (AA, OOAT, GGG Oct 91) "Casselberry and Dupree" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Cather, Willa [f] (1873-1947) U.S. writer (OOAT, AA) Catherine II (The Great) [f] (r: 1762-1796) Russian empress (NF) Catullus Gaius Valerius [m] (c 84-45 BC) Roman poet (GGG Nov 91) Cavafy, Constantine [m] (1863-1933) Greek poet (AA, GBOL-bro, GGG Jun 91) Cellini, Benvenuto [m] (1500-1571) Italian goldsmith (BOL, TM) Chamberlain, Richard [m] (1945- ) U.S. actor (GGG Oct 90, TM, MH) Chambers, Jane [m] (1937-1983) U.S. writer (AA) Chambers, Whittaker [m] (1901-1961) U.S. journalist (GBOL-once) Channell, Carl "Spitz" [m] fundraiser for the Nicaraguan contras (MH) Chapman, Graham [m] (1941-1989) British actor (GGG May 90) Chapman, Tracey [f] African-American folksinger (TM, LS, MH-not) Charles IX [m] (r: 1560-1574) French king (NF) Charles XII [m] (r: 1697-1718) Swedish king (NF) Charles XV [m] (r: 1859-1872) Swedish king (NF) Cheever, John [m] (1912-1982) U.S. writer (AA, GGG May 91, GBOL-forces) Cho, Margaret [f] comedian (MH) Christian, Meg [f] (1946- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS, MH) Christian VII [m] (r: 1766-1808) Danish king (NF) Christina [f] (1626-1689) Swedish queen (AA, BOL, OOAT, NF, TM) Churchill, Sir Winston (1874-1965) British statesman & author (AA "once", GBOL-once) Ciccone, Christopher [m] artist and set designer; brother of Madonna (MH) Claiborne, Craig [m] (1920- ) U.S. author and gourmet (GBOL-forces, MH, TM) Clarke, Arthur C. [m] (1917- ) British writer (GBOL-once) Claudius I [m] (r: AD 41-54) Roman emperor (NF) Clift, Montgomery [m] (1920-1966) U.S. actor (AA, TM) Clinton, Kate [f] comedian (MH) Cocteau, Jean [m] (1889-1963) french author (BOL, AA, GGG Aug 89, TM) Cohn, Roy [m] (1927-1986) U.S. attorney (AA, NSGGG Oct 89, TM) "Coil" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Colette (Sidonie Colette Goudeket) [f] (1873-1954) Fr novelist (AA) Commodus [m] (r: AD 180-192) Roman emperor (NF) Connelly, Arch [m] artist (MH) Conner, Bart [m] (1958- ) U.S. Olympic gymnast (TM) Conners, Dave [m] (1945-1985) U.S. gay-porn star (GBOL-forces) Conradin [m] (1252-1268) Titular king of Jerusalem and Sicily (AA) "Consolidated" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Constantine IX [m] (r: 1042-1055) Byzantine emperor (NF) Constantine VIII [m] (r: 1025-1028) Byzantine emperor (NF) Cooling, Janet [f] artist (MH) Copland, Aaron [m] (1900-1990) U.S. composer (GGG Aug 91, LS) Corigliano, John [m] classical composer (MH) Corll, Dean [m] (1939-1973) U.S. serial murderer (NSGGG Apr 91) Corn, Alfred [m] poet (MH) Corrine, Tee A. [ ] artist (MH) Costanza, Midge [f] White House aide to President Carter (MH) Coward, Sir Noel [m] (1899-1973) Br playwright, composer & actor (AA, GGG Oct 88) Crane, Hart [m] (1899-1932) U.S. poet (AA) Crew, Louie [m] professor, founder of Integrity (lesbigay Episcopal group) (MH) Crisp, Quentin [m] (1908- ) British naked civil servant (GGG Jan 91, TM, MH) Crowley, Mort [m] playwright "The Boys In The Band" (MH) Cukor, George [m] (1899-1983) U.S. film director (AA, GGG Dec 88) Curtis, Jamie Lee [f] (1958- ) U.S. actress (TM) Curtis, Tony [m] (1925- ) U.S. actor (TM) Cushman, Charlotte [f] (1816-1876) U.S. actress (BOL, GGG Jun 92, TM) da Vinci, Leonardo [m] (1452-1519) Ital artist, scientist & painter (AA, GGG Oct 88, BOL, TM) Dallesandro, Joe [m] actor in Andy Warhol films (MH) Daly, Mary [f] feminist writer (MH) Damata, Gasparino [m] Brazilian writer (MH) Damon, Betsy [f] artist (MH) Damron, Bob [m] (1928-1989) U.S. travel-book publisher (GGG Nov 90) David [m] (1035?-960? BC) Israeli king (AA, OOAT) Davila, Juan [m] writer (MH) Dean, Craig (and Patrick Gill) [m] male couple suing D.C. government for a marriage license (MH) Dean, James [m] (1931-1955) U.S. actor (AA, GBOL-once, OOAT, TM) Deee-lite [ ] Musician (LS) Deitch, Donna [f] filmmaker (Desert Hearts) (MH) Delany, Samuel [m] (1942- ) U.S. writer (AA, TM, MH) Demetrius Poliorcetes [m] (336-288 BC) Macedonian king (NF, GGG Dec 91) D'Emilio, John [m] historian (MH) Demosthenes [m] (384-322 BC) Athenian orator (AA) Demuth, Charles [m] (1883-1935) U.S. painter (AA, GGG Aug 91) Dennis, Patrick [m] novelist (MH) "Depeche Mode" Musical group (LS, MH) Diaghilev, Sergei [m] (1872-1929) Russian impresario (AA, GGG Dec 89) Diamond, David [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS, MH) Dickenson, Emily [f] (1830-1886) U.S. poet (OOAT, TM) Diller, Barry [m] entertainment executive (MH-not) DiMaria-Kuiper, Rev. Johannes Willem [m] minister (MH) Disch, Thomas M. [m] poet and science-fiction writer (MH) Divine (Harris Glenn Milstead) [m] (1945-1988) U.S. actor (GGG Feb 90) Dobkin, Alix [ ] folksinger (MH) Dolan, Terry [m] (1950-1986) U.S. conservative activist (AA, NSGGG Apr 91) Domitian [m] (r: AD 81-96) Roman emperor (NF) Donovan, Rick [m] (1963- ) U.S. gay-porn star (GBOL-forces) Douglas, Alfred Lord [m] (1870-1945) British socialite(?) (OOAT, GGG Oct 92) Dressler, Marie [f] (1869-1934) U.S. actress (TM) Dreva, Jerry "Jerri Bonbon" [m] writer (MH) Duane, Tom [m] New York City Council member (MH) Duberman, Martin [m] historian and writer (Cures) (MH) Duggan, Hacksaw Jim [m] (____- ) U.S. wrestler (TM) Duncan, Robert Edward [m] poet (MH) Duquesnoy, Francois [m] (1597-1643) Flemish sculptor (GBOL-bro) Duquesnoy, Jerome [m] (1602-1654) Flemish sculptor (AA) Dureau, George [m] (____- ) U.S? photographer (TM) Dworkin, Andrea [f] feminist writer and anti-pornography activist (MH) Earhart, Amelia [f] (1898-1937?) U.S. aviator (AA "speculation") Edward II [m] (1284-1327) English king (AA, GGG Jun 89, OOAT, NF) Edwards, Sally [f] athlete and businesswoman (MH) Eisenstein, Sergei [m] (1898-1948) Russian film pioneer (TM) Elagabalus (aka Heliogabalus) [m] (AD 204-222) Roman emperor (OOAT, NF) "Electronic" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Ellis, Havelock [m] (1859-1939) Br essayist & physician (AA) Ellis, Perry [m] (1940-1986) U.S. fashion designer (GGG Jan 91, TM) Elmslie, Kenward [m] writer and librettist (MH) Enrique IV [m] (r: 1454-1474) Castilian (Spanish) king (NF) Epstein, Brian [m] (1934-1967) British businessman, "Beatles" promoter (AA) Erasmus, Desiderius [m] (1466?-1536) Dutch theologian & scholar (AA, GGG Aug 88) Eshius, Evelien [ ] member of Dutch parliament (MH) Estrada, Erik [m] (1949- ) U.S. actor (TM) Etheridge, Melissa [f] (____- ) musician (LS) Euripides [m] (480?-406? BC) Greek dramatist (BOL, TM) Everett, Rupert [m] British actor (Another Country) (MH) Farrell, Perry [m] lead singer of Jane's Addiction (MH) Fashanu, Justin [m] (____- ) English footballer (TM, MH) Fassbinder, Rainer Werner [m] (1946-1982) German film maker (GGG Jun 89) Feinberg, David F. [m] novelist (Eighty-Sixed; Spontaneous Combustion) (MH) Ferdinand I [m] (r: 1908-1918) Bulgarian king (NF) Fernandez, Dominique [f] French novelist (MH) Ferron, [ ] folksinger (MH, LS) Field, Edward [m] poet (MH) Fierstein, Harvey [m] (1954- ) U.S. playwright-actor (GGG Aug 91, TM, MH) Finley, Karen [f] One of the "NEA Four", performance artists whose federal grants were cut off because of "homoerotic" content in their work (MH) Finn, William [m] Tony-winning Broadway actor (Falsettos) (MH) Fleck, John [m] One of the "NEA Four", performance artists whose federal grants were cut off because of "homoerotic" content in their work (MH) Flipper [dolphin] (____-____) dolphins are polymorphously perverse (TM) Flowers, Wayland [m] (1939-1988) U.S. entertainer (GGG Jun 90) Floyd, Gary [m] leader of Sister Double Happiness (MH) Flynn, Errol [m] (1090-1959) U.S. actor (AA) Forbes, Malcolm [m] (1919-1990) U.S. publisher (GGG Oct 91) Forster, E.M. [m] (1879-1970) British author (BOL, AA, GGG Dec 88, TM) Foster, Jodie [f] (1962- ) U.S. actress (TM, MH-not) Foster, Stephen [m] (1826-1864) U.S. composer (AA) Foucault, Michel [m] (1926-1984) French philosopher (AA) Frank, Anne [f] (1929-1945) German diarist (AA) Frank, Barney [m] (1940- ) U.S. congressman (GGG Jun 90, AA, TM, MH) Frederick II (The Great) [m] (1712-1786) Prussian king (AA, BOL, GBOL-bro, GGG Dec 89, OOAT, NF, TM) Fredrick II [m] (r: 1212-1250) Holy Roman Emperor (NF) Freelove, Laurie of "Two Nice Girls" [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Fricke, Aaron [m] (1962- ) U.S. author (GGG Dec 92) "Frogs, The" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Fry, Stephen [m] (____- ) British actor (Melchett in "Blackadder") (TM) Gacy, John [m] (1942-1994) U.S. serial killer (NSGGG Oct 89) Gaozu [m] (r: 206-194 BC) Chinese emperor (NF) Garbo, Greta [f] (1905-____) U.S. actress (TM) Garet, Jedd [m] artist (MH) Gearhart, Sally [f] professor, writer and activist (MH) Geffen, David [m] (____- ) U.S. head of the Geffen Corporation (TM, MH) Genet, Jean [m] (1910-1986) French author (GGG Jul 90, BOL, AA, TM) Germino, Dante [m] professor and political theorist (MH) Getty, Gordon [m] classical composer (MH) Gide, Andre [m] (1869-1951) French author (BOL, AA, OOAT, TM) Gielgud, John [m] (1904- ) British actor (GGG Feb 89, TM, MH) Gilbert and George, visual artists (MH) Gilbert, Ronnie [ ] folksinger, member of The Weavers (MH) Gill, Patrick (and Craig Dean) [m] male couple suing D.C. government for a marriage license (MH) Gilles de Rais [m] (1404-1440) French general (AA) Gilmore, Gary [m] (1941-1977) U.S. murderer (GBOL-once) Ginsberg, Allan [m] (1926- ) U.S. poet (BOL, GGG Sep 90, TM, MH) Glanville-Hicks, Peggy [f] classical composer (MH) Gless, Sharon [f] (1943- ) U.S. actress (TM) Glick, Deborah [f] New York state legislator (MH) Glines, John [m] Broadway producer (MH) Gomes, Rev. John [m] chaplain of Harvard University (MH) Gomez, Jewelle [f] writer (MH) Goodman, Paul [m] (1911-1972) U.S. writer (AA) Gordon, George, Lord Byron [m] (1788-1824) British poet (AA, BOL, GGG Feb 89, TM) Goytisolo, Juan [m] Spanish novelist (MH) Grace, Nicholas [m] (____- ) U.S? actor (TM) Grainger, Percy [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Grant, Cary [m] (1904-1986) U.S. actor (GGG Dec 89, TM) Graves, Michael [m] (1934- ) U.S. architect and interior designer (TM) Grewel, Annemarie [f] Dutch politician and scholar (MH) Grieg, Edvard [m] (1843-1907) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Grier, Barbara [f] writer and publisher (MH) Griffin, Merv [m] singer, talk-show host and entertainment executive (MH-not) Grimke, Angelina Weld [f] (1880-1958) U.S. writer (AA) Grumbach, Doris [f] writer and critic (MH) Guerin, Daniel [m] French journalist (MH) Gunn, Thom [m] poet (MH) Gurganus, Allan [m] novelist (Oldest Living Confederate Widow Tells All) (MH) Gustavus III [m] (1746-1792) Swedish king (BOL, TM) Gustavus V [m] (r: 1907-1950) Swedish king (NF) Hacker, Marilyn [f] poet (MH) Hadrian [m] (AD 76-138) Roman emperor (AA, BOL, OOAT, NF, TM) Hafiz (Shams-ud-din Mohammed) [m] (1320-1388) Persian poet (GGG Aug 91) Halford, Rob, of "Judas Priest" [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Hall, Daryl [m] (1948- ) U.S. pop singer (GBOL-once) Halloran, Andrew [m] novelist (MH) Halsted, Fred [m] (1941-1989) U.S. erotic-film maker (GGG May 90) Hammarskjold, Dag [m] (1905-1961) Swedish UN secretary general (BOL, AA, TM) Hampton, Christopher [m] playwright (MH) Hansberry, Lorraine [f] (1930-1965) U.S. playwright (AA) Hardwicke, Michael [m] challenged Georgia's sodomy law; the U.S. Supreme Court, on a 5-4 vote, upheld the law in 1986 (MH) Haring, Keith [m] (1958-1990) U.S. artist (TM) Harjo, Joy [f] Native American poet (recently visited U.Va.) (MH) Harmodius [m] (532?-514 BC) Athenian patriot (AA) Harris, Sherry [f] Seattle City Council member; first African-American lesbian elected official in U.S. (MH) Harrison, Lou [m] classical composer (MH) Hattoy, Bob [m] adviser to Bill Clinton; spoke at Democratic convention (MH) Hawkins, Sophie B. [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Hay, Harry [m] founder of the modern gay-rights movement (MH) Hayes, Bruce [m] Olympic gold medallist in swimming (MH) Hemphill, Essex [m] (____-____) U.S. writer (TM, MH) Henri III [m] (1554-1589) French king (OOAT, NF, GGG Dec 92) Henry, Prince of Prussia [m] (1726-1802) Prussian general (AA) Henze, Hans Werner [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Herzenberg, Joseph [m] mayor pro-tem of Chapel Hill, N.C. (MH) Higgins, Colin [m] (1941-1988) U.S. film writer, producer & director (AA) Hinson, Jon [m] (1942- ) U.S. congressman (AA, MH) Hirschfeld, Magnus [m] (1868-1935) German sexologist (AA, GGG May 91) Hisham II [m] (r: 965-1013) Cordoban ruler (NF) Hockney, David [m] (1937- ) British/U.S. artist (TM, MH) Hoffman, William S. [m] (____- ) U.S? writer "As Is" (TM, MH) Holleran, Andrew [m] (1946- ) U.S. writer (GBOL-forces) Hoover, J. Edgar [m] (1895-1972) U.S. criminologist (AA, NSGGG Apr 91) Hopkins, Gerard Manley [m] (1844-1889) British poet (GGG Aug 92) Horton, Jeff [m] member of Los Angeles School Board (MH) Housman, A.E. [m] (1859-1936) British poet & educator (AA, GBOL-bro) Houston, Whitney [f] (____- ) U.S. gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Howard, Richard [m] poet, translator and editor (MH) Hudson, Rock (ne Roy Scherer) [m] (1925-1985) U.S. actor (AA, GBOL-forces, TM) Hughes, Langston [m] (1902-1967) U.S. poet & writer (AA) Hulce, Tom [m] (1953- ) U.S. actor (TM, MH) "Human League" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Hunter, Alberta [f] (1895-1984) U.S. vocalist (AA) Hunter, Holly [f] One of the "NEA Four", performance artists whose federal grants were cut off because of "homoerotic" content in their work (MH) Hunter, Tab [m] (1931- ) U.S. actor (TM) Hutter, David [m] painter (MH) Hutton, Kate [m] seismologist (MH) Hyde, Edward (Lord Cornbury) [m] (1661-1724) Br colonial governor (AA) Hyde, Sue [f] (____- ) U.S. activist (TM) Ian, Janis [f] singer (MH) Indiana, Robert [m] artist (MH) "Indigo Girls" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Inge, William [m] (1913-1973) U.S. playwright (GGG Nov 91) Ireland, Patricia [f] president of the National Organization for Women (NOW) (MH) Isherwood, Christopher [m] (1904-1986) U.S. writer (b. England) (AA, BOL, OOAT, TM) Ivory, James [m] British film producer (MH) Jackson, Joe [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Jackson-Paris, Rod [m] pro model/bodybuilder (MH) Jacobs, Marc [m] fashion designer (MH) Jahangir [m] (r: 1605-1627) Indian emperor (NF) James IV/I [m] (1566-1625) Scottish/English king (NF, BOL, GGG Feb 90. OOAT, AA, TM) James, Sheila [f] (____- ) U.S. actress (Zelda on "Dobie Gillis") (TM) Jarman, Derek [m] (1942-1994) British filmmaker "Edward II" (TM, MH) Jenkins, Walter [m] (1918-1985) U.S. political aide (AA) Jesus of Nazareth [m] (4 BC-AD 28) Jewish rabbi (OOAT) Jewett, Sarah Orne [f] (1849-1909) U.S. writer (OOAT) Jin Diyi [m] (r: AD 336-371) Chinese emperor (NF) John, Elton [m] (1947- ) British singer (BOL, TM, LS, MH) John XII [m] (AD 937-964) Catholic pope (GBOL-popes, OOAT) Johns, Jasper [m] artist (MH) Johnson, Holly [f] lead singer of "Frankie Goes to Hollywood" (MH, LS) Johnson, Philip [m] (____-____) U.S? architect (TM, MH) Johnson, Sonia [f] feminist, minor-party presidential candidate (MH) Jonathan [m] (1045?-1013 BC) Israeli crown prince (AA, GGG Apr 92, OOAT) Jones, Bill T. [m] African-American dancer (MH) Jones, Cleve [m] initiator of the AIDS Memorial Quilt, now running for San Francisco city supervisor (MH) Jones, Grace [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Jones, Howard [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Joplin, Janis [f] (1943-1970) U.S. rock singer (GBOL-once, BOL, TM) Juan II [m] (r: 1406-1454) King of Castile & Leon (Spain) (NF) Julius Caesar [m] (100?-44 BC) Roman statesman (AA, GGG Apr 92, NF, BOL, TM) Julius II [m] (1443-1513) Pope (GGG May 92) Julius III [m] (1487-1555) Pope (AA, BOL, OOAT, GBOL-popes, TM) Jung, Carl [m] (1875-1961) Swiss founder analytical psychology (GBOL-once) Kameny, Frank [m] longtime activist; first openly gay person to run for Congress (1971) (MH) Kamran [m] (r: early 19th C) Afghani emir (NF) Kantrowitz, Arnie [m] writer, teacher and activist (MH) Katz, Jonathan Ned [m] historian (MH) Kaye, Danny (ne David Daniel Kaminsky) [m] (1913-1987) U.S. actor (GGG Oct 92, Spoto) Kelly, Dennis [m] poet (MH) Kemp, Jack [m] (1935- ) U.S. politician (AA "rumors") Kenny, Maurice [m] poet (MH) Kert, Larry [m] (1930-1991) U.S. stage actor (GGG Apr 92) Keynes, John Maynard [m] (1883-1946) British economist (AA, BOL, TM) King, Billie Jean [f] (1943- ) U.S. tennis pro (GBOL-once, AA, TM, MH) "King Missile" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) King, William Rufus de Vane [m] (1786-1853) U.S. politician (AA) Kitchener, Horatio Herbert [m] (1850-1916) English general (AA, GGG Dec 92) "Kitchens of Distinction" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Klein, Calvin [m] (1942- ) U.S. fashion designer (TM) Kopay, David [m] (1942- ) U.S. athlete (NFL football) (AA, TM, MH) Kramer, Larry [m] (____- ) U.S. writer-activist (TM, MH) Kray, Ronald [m] (1933- ) English gangster (TM) Krohnke, Friedrich [m] German writer (MH) Krupp, Friederich [m] (1854-1902) German industrialist (AA) Kureishi, Hanif [m] novelist and screenwriter (My Beautiful Laundrette; Sammy and Rosie Get Laid) (MH) Kuzmin, Mikhail [m] (1875-1936) Russian poet (AA) La Fosse, Robert [m] (1959- ) U.S. ballet dancer (GGG Sep 92) Laaksonen, Touko "Tom of Finland" [m] (1920-1991) Finnish artist (GGG May 92) Laettner, Christian [m] Duke U basketball star (MH-not) Lakich, Lili [f] artist (MH) lang, k.d. [f] (1961- ) Canadian singer (Advocate 1992, TM, LS, MH) Laughton, Charles [m] (1899-1962) British actor (AA, TM) Lavner, Lynn [f] comedian (MH) Lawrence, Thomas Edward "of Arabia" [m] (1888-1935) Br adventurer (OOAT, AA, BOL, TM) Leavitt, David [m] (1961- ) U.S. author "The Lost Language of Cranes" (TM, MH) Lebowitz, Fran [f] writer and satirist (MH) LeGuin, Ursula [f] novelist (MH) Lekakis, Paul [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Lemeshev, Sergei [m] Russian opera singer (MH) -->Lennox, Annie [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Leo X [m] (1475-1521) Catholic pope (GBOL-popes, OOAT) Leopold, Nathan [m] (1906-1971) U.S. murder (with Loeb, Ric.) (NSGGG Oct 89) Leppard, Raymond [m] classical composer (MH) LeVay, Simon [m] medical researcher; found physiological differences between brains of gay and straight men (MH) Levertov, Denise [f] poet (MH) Levi, Jeffrey [m] (____- ) U.S. activist NGLTF (TM, MH) Lian Jianwen [m] (r: AD 550-551) Chinese emperor (NF) Liberace, Wladziu Valentino [m] (1919-1987) U.S. showman (AA, GGG Jul 90, LS) Liebman, Marvin [m] conservative activist, top aide to William F. Buckley (MH) Lindsay, Vachel [m] (1879-1931) U.S. poet (GGG Jun 90) Little Richard, [m] rock singer (*but* claims a Christian conversion expelled his homosexuality) (MH) Livingston, Jenny [f] filmmaker (Paris Is Burning) (MH) Locke, Alain [m] (1886-1954) U.S. writer (AA) Locke, Richard [m] (1941- ) U.S. gay-porn star (GBOL-bro, GBOL-forces) Loeb, Richard [m] (1907-1936) U.S. murder (with Leopold, Nat.) (NSGGG Oct 89) Lorde, Audre [f] (1934- ) U.S. writer-activist (AA, TM, MH) Loud, Lance [m] columnist; came out to his family on TV during 1973 PBS documentary series "An American Family" (MH) Louganis, Greg [m] (1960- ) U.S. olympic diver (TM, MH) Louis XIII [m] (1601-1643) French king (AA, NF) Louise, Tina [f] (1934- ) U.S. actress (TM) "Love and Rockets" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) "Love Tractor" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Lovett, Lyle [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Lowell, Amy [f] (1874-1925) U.S. poet (AA) Lucius Cornelius Sulla [m] (138-78 BC) Roman Emperor (GGG Aug 92) Ludwig II [m] (1845-1886) Bavarian king (AA, OOAT, NF) Lully, Jean-Baptiste [m] (1632-1687) French composer (BOL, TM) Lynde, Paul [m] (1926-1982) U.S. actor (TM) Lyon, Phyllis [f] co-founder of the Daughters of Bilitis, first lesbian organization in the U.S. (MH) MacDowell, Malcolm [m] Br. actor. an endless rumor about the gay droog panther (TM) MacKaye, Ian, of "Minor Threat" [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Mackintosh, Cameron [m] (1946- ) British theatrical producer (GGG Dec 91) Maclean, Donald [m] British spy (MH) Madonna [f] (1958- ) U.S. gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Magnus VII [m] (1316-1373) Swedish king of Norway (GGG Jul 92) Mahmud [m] (r: 997-1030) Ghazni (Afghani) emperor (NF) Mapplethorpe, Robert [m] (1947-1989) U.S. photographer (GGG Feb 90) Marais, Jean [m] French actor (MH) Margoyles, Miriam [f] actress (MH) Marlowe, Christopher [m] (1564-1593) British playwright (BOL, AA, OOAT, GGG Nov 90, TM) Martin, Del [f] co-founder of the Daughters of Bilitis, first lesbian organization in the U.S. (MH) Mass, Lawrence [m] (1946- ) U.S. doctor and writer (GGG Apr 92) Mastroianni, Marcello [m] (1924- ) Italian actor (GBOL-once) Mathis, Johnny [m] (1935- ) U.S. singer-composer (GGG Dec 88, MH) Matlovich, Leonard [m] (1942- ) U.S. gay rights activist (GBOL-forces, GGG Jun 89) Matusak, John [m] (____- ) U.S. wrestler (TM) Maugham, W. Somerset [m] (1874-1965) British author (GGG Jun 89, AA) Maupin, Armistead [m] (____- ) U.S. writer of "Tales of the City" serials (TM, MH) Maxey, Glen [m] Texas state legislator (MH) Mayes, Bernard [m] Episcopal priest, journalist, founding chairman of National Public Radio, now Asst. Dean of U.Va. College of Arts and Sciences (MH) McCarthy, Joseph [m] (____-1957) U.S. congressman (OOAT, TM) McCoy, Rev. Renee [f] African-American minister and activist (MH) McCullers, Carson [m] (1917-1967) U.S. writer (GBOL-once) McDermott, David [m] artist (MH) McDowell, Roddy [m] (1928- ) British actor and ape (TM) McFeeley, Tim [m] head of the Human Rights Campaign Fund (MH) McFerrin, Bobby [m] (____- ) U.S. gay/gay-positive musician (LS) McGillis, Kelly [f] (____- ) U.S. actor (TM) McGough, Peter [m] artist (MH) McKellen, Ian [m] (1939- ) British actor (GGG Sep 91, MH) McKuen, Rod [m] (1933- ) U.S. poet (AA, GBOL-once, MH) McNaught, Brian [m] writer (MH) McNeill, Rev. John J. [m] Jesuit priest, scholar and writer (MH) McNichol, Kristy [f] (1962- ) U.S. actress (TM, MH-not) Mead, Margaret [f] (1901-1978) U.S. anthropologist (AA) Mead, Taylor [m] poet and actor (MH) Medley, Robert [m] painter (MH) Mehmed (Muhammad) II [m] (r: 1451-1481) Ottoman sultan (NF) Meigs, Mary [f] painter (MH) Melchior, Lauritz [m] (1890-1973) Danish opera singer (GGG Oct 91) Meldrum, Ian "Molly" [m] (____- ) Australian media personality (TM) Melville, Herman [m] (1819-1891) U.S. author (GGG Aug 89, AA, OOAT) Menotti, Gian Carlo [m] opera composer (MH) Merchant, Ismail [m] British film producer (MH) Mercury, Freddie [m] (____-1992) British singer from "Queen" (TM, LS) Meredith, William [m] poet (MH) Merrick, Gordon [m] (1916-1988) U.S. author (GGG Feb 89) Merrill, James Ingram [m] poet (MH) Michael II [m] (r: AD 741-775) Byzantine emperor (NF) Michaels, Duane [m] photographer (MH) Michelangelo Buonarroti [m] (1475-1564) Italian artist (AA) Migden, Carole [f] San Francisco city supervisor (MH) Milk, Harvey [m] (1930-1978) U.S. politician (AA, GBOL-forces, TM) Millay, Edna St. Vincent [f] (1892-1950) U.S. poet (AA) Miller, Merle [m] (1919-1986) U.S. writer (AA, BOL, GBOL-forces, TM) Miller, Tim [m] One of the "NEA Four", performance artists whose federal grants were cut off because of "homoerotic" content in their work (MH) Millet, Kate [f] (1934- ) U.S. author (BOL, TM, MH) Millington, June [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Milton, John [m] (1608-1674) British author (BOL, TM) Minkowitz, Donna [f] (____- ) U.S. Pulitzer nominee (TM, MH) Mishima, Yukio [m] (1925-1970) Japanese writer (AA, GGG Jan 90) Moliere [m] (1622-1673) French dramatist (AA) Monette, Paul [m] novelist (MH) Moorehead, Agnes [m] (1906-1974) U.S. actress (TM) Moraga, Cherrie [f] writer (MH) Morris, Mark [m] dancer and choreographer (MH) Morrissey [m] (____- ) Musician, of "The Smiths" (LS, MH) Mosbacher, Dee [f] activist; daughter of President Bush's campaign chairman and Secretary of Commerce (MH) Mould, Bob /Husker Du/Sugar [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Moyet, Alison [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Murphy, Peter [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Mwanga [m] (r: 1884-1897) Bugandan (Ugandan) king (NF) Nabors, Jim [m] (1933- ) U.S. actor (TM) Navarre, Yves [m] French novelist (MH) Navratilova, Martina [f] (1956- ) tennis player (various, TM, MH) Near, Holly [f] (1949- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS, MH) Nero [m] (r: AD 54-68) Roman emperor (NF) Nerva [m] (r: Ad 96-98) Roman emperor (NF) Nestle, Joan [f] writer (MH) Newman, John Henry Cardinal [m] (1801-1890) Br religious leader (GGG Jan 92) Nicholson, Harold [m] (1886-1968) British author-diplomat (BOL, TM) Nicomedes IV [m] (r: early first century BC) Bithynian king (NF) Nightengale, Florence [f] (1820-1910) British nurse (AA) Nijinsky, Vaslav [m] (1890-1950) Polish ballet dancer (GGG Jan 92, AA, BOL, TM) Nkoli, Simon [m] South African anti-apartheid activist (MH) Noble, Elaine [f] first openly lesbian or gay person elected to a state legislature (Massachusetts, 1974) (MH) Norse, Harold [m] poet (MH) Novak, Kim [f] (1933- ) U.S. actress (TM) Novarro, Ramon [m] (1899-1968) Mexican-U.S. silent movie actor (GGG Oct 88, TM) Nugent, Richard Bruce [m] writer and artist (MH) Nureyev, Rudolf [m] (____-1993) ballet star (MH) Ochs, Robyn [ ] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Oda Nobunaga [m] (r: 1568-1582) Japanese military dictator (NF) O'Dowd, Frank [m] (1951-1988) U.S. skater and tv producer (GGG Apr 92) O'Hara, Frank [m] (1926-1966) U.S. poet (GBOL-forces) Oliver, Mary [f] Pulitzer Prize-winning poet (MH) Oliveros, Pauline [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Olivier, Lord Lawrence [m] (1907-1989) British actor (Spoto, GGG Dec 92) Olson, Donald [m] writer (MH) Orlovsky, Peter [m] (1933- ) U.S. poet (GBOL-forces) Orton, Joe [m] (1933-1967) British playwright (AA, GGG Jan 90) Ostertag, Bob [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Otho [m] (r: January-April AD 69) Roman emperor (NF) Otto III [m] (AD 980-1002) German Holy Roman Emperor (GGG Jul 92) Paglia, Camille [f] (1947- ) U.S. writer "Sexual Personae" (TM, MH) Pallone, David [m] (____- ) U.S. ex-baseball umpire (TM, MH) Palomo, Juan [m] newspaper columnist (MH) -Paris, Bob Jackson- [m] (1960- ) U.S. pro model/bodybuilder (GGG Sep 91, TM, MH) Parker, Al (Andrew Robert Okun) [m] (1952-1992) U.S. erotic-film maker (GGG Nov 91) Pasolini, Pier Paolo [m] (1922-1975) Italian film director (AA, BOL, GGG Mar 91, TM) Patrick, Robert [m] (1937- ) U.S? playwright "Kennedy's Children" (TM, MH) Paul II [m] (1417-1471) Catholic pope (GBOL-popes, OOAT) Paxton, Ross [m] artist (MH) Pears, Peter [m] (1910-1986) British tenor (AA, TM) Penteado, Darcy [m] Brazilian writer (MH) Perkins, Anthony [m] (1932-1992) U.S. actor (GBOL-once) Perry, Rev. Troy [m] (1940- ) U.S. M.C.C. founder (GBOL-forces, GGG Dec 91, MH) "Pet Shop Boys, The" British musical group (LS, MH-not) Peter the Great [m] (1672-1725) Russian czar (BOL, TM) Peters, Robert [m] poet, critic and teacher (MH) Peyrefitte, Roger [m] French writer (MH) Phillips, Paul [m] of "Romanofsky and Phillips," folksinger (MH, LS) Phranc [m] (____- ) Folksinger (LS, MH) Pierce, Charles [m] female impersonator (MH) Pindar [m] (518-438 BC) Greek lyric poet (GGG Mar 91) Pinto, Jody [ ] artist (MH) Plato [m] (427?-347 BC) Athenian philosopher (AA, GGG Oct 90) Platt, Minnie Bruce [ ] poet and teacher (MH) Pop, Iggy [m] rock star (MH) Porter, Cole [m] (1891-1964) U.S. songwriter (GGG Aug 88, TM, LS) Posner, Jill [f] photographer (MH) Power, Tyrone [m] (1913-1958) U.S. actor (GBOL-forces) Praunheim, Rosa von [m] German filmmaker (MH) "Pretenders" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Price, Deb [f] Gannett newspapers columnist (MH) Price, Edward Reynolds [m] novelist (MH) Proust, Marcel [m] (1871-1922) French author (BOL, AA, GGG Oct 90, TM) Pruitt, Dusty [f] sued military for reinstatement after expulsion for being gay (MH) Przhevalsky, Nikolai [m] (1839-1888) Russian explorer (AA) Ptolemy IV [m] (r: 145-144 BC) Greek king (NF) Ptolemy VII [m] (r: 221-205 BC) Greek king (NF) Quaintance, George [m] (1915-1957) U.S. artist (GGG Aug 88) Quantz, J.J. [ ] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Radice, Anne-Imelda [f] acting head of the National Endowment for the Arts (NEA), appointed by President Bush (MH) Rainey, Ma (Gertrude Pridgett) [f] (1886-1939) U.S. vocalist (AA, LS) Rama VI [m] (r: 1910-1925) Thai king (NF) Rasputin [m] (____-1916) Russian monk (OOAT) Rechy, John [m] (1934- ) U.S. writer (GBOL-forces, MH) Reed, Lou [m] rock star, of "Velvet Underground" (*but* now says he was just experimenting) (MH, LS) "REM" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Renault, Mary [f] (1905-1983) British writer (AA) Reno, [ ] comedian (MH) "Rhiannon" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Rich, Adrienne [f] novelist (MH) Richard I, the Lion Hearted [m] (1157-1199) English king (GGG Jan 92, BOL, NF, AA, TM) Richard II [m] (1367-1400) English king (BOL, GGG Sep 92, TM) Rickter, Sviatoslav [m] Russian pianist (MH) Riggs, Marlon [m] (1957-1994) U.S. film-maker ("Tongues Untied") (TM, MH) Rimbaud, Arthur [m] (1854-1891) French poet (AA, BOL, TM) Ritts, Herb [m] (1952- ) U.S. photographer (TM, MH) Rivers, Larry [m] painter and sculptor (MH) Robbins, Harold [m] (1916- ) U.S. writer (GBOL-once) Robespierre, Maximilien de [m] (1758-1794) French statesman (AA) Robinson, Svend [m] (____- ) Canadian member of parliament (various, MH) Robinson, Tom [m] singer/songwriter (MH) Roditi, Edouard Herbert [m] writer (MH) Rohm, Ernst [m] (1887-1934) German militarist (AA, BOL, OOAT, NSGGG Oct 89, TM) Rolfe, Frederick, Baron Corvo [m] (1860-1913) British author (BOL, TM) Romanofsky, Ron [m] of "Romanofsky and Phillips", folksinger (MH, LS) Roosevelt, Eleanor [f] (1884-1962) U.S. first lady (OOAT, AA, GGG Jun 92) Rorem, Ned [m] (1923- ) U.S. composer (AA, TM, MH) Rowse, A. L. [ ] historian (MH) Roy [m] of "Siegfried and Roy," comedian (MH, TM) Rubinstein, William [m] gay-rights lawyer (MH) Rudolf II [m] (r:1572/5/6-1608/11/12) Hungarian k/Bohemian k/H.R.Emperor (NF) Rule, Jane [f] writer (MH) Rumi, Jalal-Ud Din [m] (1207-1273) Persian poet (GGG Sep 91) Russ, Joanna [f] feminist and science-fiction writer (MH) Russo, Vito [m] (1946-1990) U.S. writer (GGG Apr 92) Rustin, Bayard (1910-1987) U.S. civil rights activist (AA) Rutherford, Paul [m] singer, "Frankie Goes to Hollywood" (MH, LS) Sabato, Larry [m] political analyst and professor (MH-not) Sackville-West, Victoria [f] (1892-1962) British author (BOL, TM) Sade, Count Donatien Alphonse Francois de (Marquis de Sade) [m] (1740-1814) French writer (AA, NSGGG Apr 91) "Saffire the Uppity Blues Women" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Saint-Laurent, Yves [m] fashion designer (MH) Saint-Saens [m] (1835-1921) French composer (GGG Jun 91) Sappho [f] (613?-565? BC) Greek poet (OOAT, AA, BOL, TM) Sargent, Dick [m] (1933-1994) U.S. actor (various, TM, MH) Sarria, Jose [m] drag entertainer; first openly gay candidate for public office in U.S. history (San Francisco, 1961) (MH) Sarton, May [f] writer (MH) Saslow, James M. [m] (1947- ) U.S. author (GGG Apr 92) Satie, Erik [m] (1866-1925) French composer (TM) Schatz, Ben [m] gay-rights lawyer (MH) Scheinberg, Sidney [m] entertainment executive (MH-not) Schlafly, John [m] son of anti-gay conservative activist Phyllis Schlafly and lawyer for her Eagle Forum organization (MH) Schlesinger, John [m] (1926- ) British film director (GGG Oct 91, MH) Schneider, Maria [f] actress (Last Tango in Paris) (MH) Schubert, Franz [m] (1797-1828) Austrian composer (GGG May 91, LS) Schulman, Sarah [f] (1958- ) U.S. novelist (GGG Jun 92) Schulte, Steve [m] (1946- ) U.S. politician (AA) Schuyler, James [m] poet (MH) Scondras, David [m] Boston City Council member (MH) Sebastian, Saint [m] (____-____) catholic Saint (TM) Sebktigin [m] (10th Cen.) Ghaznavid Empire (Afghanistan) founder (NF) Selleck, Tom [m] actor (MH-not) Serrault, Michael [m] (1928- ) French actor (GBOL-once) Shakespeare, William [m] (1564-1616) English playwright (AA "no proof") Sher, Antony [m] actor (MH) Shilts, Randy [m] journalist (The Mayor of Castro Street; And the Band Played On) (MH) Shipp, John Wesley [m] (____- ) U.S. actor ("The Flash") (TM) Shocked, Michelle [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS "maybe") Siegfried [m] of "Siegfried and Roy," comedian (MH, TM) Signorile, Michelangelo [m] U.S. journalist-activist, co-founder of Queer Nation (MH) Silva, Aguinaldo [m] Brazilian writer (MH) Sischy, Ingrid [f] (____- ) U.S. editor, INTERVIEW (TM, MH) Sixtus IV (Francisco della Rovere) [m] (1414-1484) pope (OOAT, GBOL-popes) Small, Fred [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Small, Judy [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Smith, Bessie [f] (1898?-1937) U.S. vocalist (AA, BOL, TM) Smith, Christopher [m] member of the British Parliament (MH) Socrates [m] (469?-399 BC) Athenian philosopher (AA, BOL, GGG Aug 89, TM) Sodoma, Il (Giovanni Antonio Bazzi) [m] (1477-1549) Ital painter (GGG Apr 92) "Soft Cell" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Sommerville, Jimmy [m] pop singer (Bronski Beat, The Communards) (MH, LS) Sophocles [m] (496-406 BC) Greek tragedian (GGG May 90, BOL, TM) Southerland, Lori [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Spada, James [m] writer (MH) Spear, Allan [m] Minnesota state senator (MH) Spender, Stephen [m] poet and critic (MH) Sperr, Martin [m] German writer (MH) Stael, Madame de [f] (1766-1817) French author (BOL, TM) Stambolian, George [m] (1937-1991) U.S. writer/editor (GGG Jul 92) Steffan, Joe [m] top Naval Academy cadet expelled for being gay, now suing for reinstatement (MH) Stein, Gertrude [f] (1864-1946) U.S. writer (AA, OOAT, BOL, GGG Jun 92, TM) Steward, Samuel "Phil Andros", writer (MH) Stipe, Michael [m] lead singer of R.E.M. (MH-not) Stoddard, Tom [m] gay-rights lawyer (MH) Strachey, Lytton [m] (1880-1932) British biographer and critic (AA) Stryker, Jeff [m] star of gay, straight and bi porno films (MH) Studds, Gerry E. [m] (1937- ) U.S. politician (AA, TM, MH) Suleiman the Magnificent [m] (1495?-1566) Ottoman emperor (OOAT) Sullivan, Andrew [m] (____- ) U.S. editor: The New Republic (TM, MH) Sullivan, Sir Arthur [m] (1842-1900) British composer (AA, GGG Jan 90) Swann, Glenn [m] (1959- ) U.S. gay-porn star (GBOL-forces) Sweeney, Terry [m] comedian (Saturday Night Live's Nancy Reagan) (MH) "Sweet Honey in the Rock" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Swinburne, Algernon [m] (1837-1909) British poet (BOL, AA, TM) Sylvester [m] (1946-1988) U.S. entertainer (GGG Sep 90, LS) Symonds, John Addington [m] (1840-1893) British essayist & critic (AA, GGG Feb 90) Takahashi, Mutsuo [m] Japanese poet (MH) Takei, George [m] (____- ) U.S. actor (Mr Sulu in "Star Trek") (TM) Tardi, Carla [f] artist (MH) Tchaikovsky, Peter Ilich (1840-1893) Russian composer (OOAT, AA, GBOL-bro, BOL, TM, LS) Teasdale, Sara [f] (1884-1933) U.S. poet (AA) Tesla, Nikola [m] (1856-1943) Croatian scientist (GGG Apr 92) Thomas, Betty [f] (1947- ) U.S. actress (TM) Thompson, Dorothy [f] (1893-1961) U.S. journalist (AA) Thompson, Karen [f] obtained custody of her disabled lover Sharon Kowalski after six-year court battle (MH) Thompson, Scott [m] Canadian comedian (The Kids in the Hall) (MH) "Thompson Twins" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Thorne, Lt. j.g. Tracy [f] U.S. Navy officer who came out on Nightline, now fighting expulsion (MH) "Thrill Kill Kult" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Tiberius [m] (r: AD 14-37) Roman emperor (NF) Tikaram, Tanita [ ] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS "maybe") Tilden, William "Big Bill" [m] (1893-1953) U.S. tennis player (GGG Oct 88, BOL, AA, TM) Tiny Tim [m] (1925- ) U.S. performer (GBOL-once) Tippett, Mickael [m] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Toklas, Alice B. [f] (1877-1967) U.S. author-cook (BOL, TM) Tokugawa Iemitsu [m] (r: 1622-1651) Japanese shogun (NF) Tokugawa Tsunayoshi [m] (r: 1680-1709) Japanese shogun (NF) Tolstoy, Leo [m] (1828-1910) Russian author (TM) Tomlin, Lilly [f] (1939- ) U.S. entertainer (TM, MH-not) Tournier, Michel [m] French writer (MH) Townshend, Pete [m] (____- ) British musician, "The Who" (LS, MH) Trajan [m] (r: AD 98-117) Roman emperor (NF) Travanti, Daniel J. [m] (1940- ) U.S. actor (TM) Travolta, John [m] (1954- ) U.S. actor and Scientologist (TM, MH-not) Tress, Arthur [m] photographer (MH) Tripp, C. A. [m] psychologist (author, The Homosexual Matrix) (MH) Tryon, Tom [m] (1926-1991) U.S. actor-author (GGG Oct 92) Tune, Tommy [m] Tony-winning Broadway singer/actor (MH) Turing, Alan M. [m] (1912-1954) British mathematician (AA, GGG Sep 90, TM) Tyler, Robin [f] comedian, producer and activist (MH) "U2" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Ulrichs, Karl Heinrich [m] (1825-1895) German lawyer & gay right activist (AA, GGG Dec 88) Vaid, Urvashi [ ] head of the National Gay and Lesbian Task Force (MH) Valentian III [m] (r: AD 425-455) Roman emperor (NF) Valentino, Rudolph [m] (1895-1926) Italian-U.S. actor (AA) Van Sant, Gus [m] (____- ) U.S. filmmaker (TM, MH) Vega, Suzanne [f] (____- ) Gay/gay-positive musician (LS) Verlaine, Paul [m] (1844-1896) French poet (BOL, TM) Vidal, Gore [m] (1925- ) U.S. writer (TM, MH) "Village People, The" [m,m,m,m] The members of the band (MH) Visconti, Luchino [m] (1906-1976) Italian film director (AA) Vivien, Renee [f] (1877-1909) French writer (AA) "Voice Farm" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Voltaire [m] (1694-1778) French philosopher (GBOL-once) von Humboldt, Alexander [m] (1769-1859) German naturalist (BOL, TM) von Praunheim, Rosa [m] (1942- ) German filmmaker (GGG Aug 92) von Romer, Lucien S.A.M. [m] (1873-1965) Dutch Sexologist (GGG May 92) Waddell, Thomas [m] (1938-1987) U.S. athlete (AA, GGG Jun 91, GBOL-forces) Wagner, Jane [f] playwright, life partner of Lily Tomlin (MH-not) Walker, Alice [f] African-American novelist (MH-not) Walpole, Horace [m] (1717-1797) British writer (AA) Warhol, Andy [m] (1927-1987) U.S. artist (AA, GGG Oct 90, TM) Washington, George [m] (1732-1799) U.S. president (AA "speculation") "Washington Sisters, The" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Waters, John [m] filmmaker (Pink Flamingos; Polyester; Hairspray) (MH) Watkins, Sgt. Perry (ret.), won Supreme Court case for reinstate-ment to Army after expulsion for being gay; African-American (MH) Watney, Simon [m] (____- ) U.S? AIDS academic (TM) Webb, Clifton [m] (1893-1966) U.S. actor (GGG Sep 92) Weber, Bruce [m] (1942- ) U.S. photographer (TM) Wei Wen [m] (r: AD 220-227) Chinese emperor (NF) Weinberg, George [m] psychologist; coined the term "homophobia" in his book "Society and the Healthy Homosexual" (MH) Welty, Eudora [f] (1909- ) U.S. writer (TM, MH) Whale, James [m] (1896-1957) British-U.S. film director (GGG Feb 89, AA) White, Edmund [m] (1940- ) U.S. author (GGG Dec 91, TM, MH) Whitman, Walt [m] (1819-1892) U.S. poet (AA, BOL, GGG Nov 90, OOAT, TM) Wieners, John [m] poet (MH) Wilde, Dolly [f] (1899-1941) British wit (Oscar's niece) (AA) Wilde, Oscar [m] (1854-1900) Irish dramatist & wit (AA, BOL, GGG Mar 91, TM) Wilder, Thornton [m] (1897-1975) U.S. novelist (AA) Wilhelm, Gale [f] novelist (MH) William II Rufus [m] (1056-1100) English king (OOAT, AA, NF) William III [m] (r: 1689-1702) British king (NF) Williams, Jonathan [m] poet and teacher (MH) Williams, Pete [m] Pentagon spokesman (MH-not) Williams, Tennessee [m] (1911-1983) U.S. playwright (AA, BOL, TM) Williamson, Chris [ ] (____- ) Folksinger (LS, MH) Wilmer, Val [f] photographer and writer (MH) Wilson, Millie [f] artist (MH) Winant, Fran [f] artist (MH) Winterson, Jeanette [f] novelist (MH) Wittgenstein, Ludwig [m] (1889-1951) Austrian philosopher (AA) Wittig, Monique [f] writer (MH) Wollstonecraft, Mary [f] (1759-1797) British writer (AA) Wong, B. D. [m] Tony-winning Broadway actor (M. Butterfly) (MH) Woodlawn, Holly [f] actor in Andy Warhol films (MH) Woolf, Virginia Stephens [f] (1882-1941) British writer (OOAT, BOL, AA. TM) Woollcott, Alexander [m] (1887-1943) U.S. journalist & critic (AA) Wu [m] (r: 140-86 BC) Chinese emperor (NF) "XTC" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) "Yaz" Gay-positive/gay-membership musical group (LS) Yourcenar, Marguerite [f] (1903-1987) French writer (AA, TM) Zeno of Elea [m] (5th century BC) Greek philosopher (BOL, TM)

Horrible day again

2005-02-13T19:57:00.000-07:00

Hello,
It has yet been another horrible day... My parents are threatening to kick me out of the house... I really don't want to leave because I need the finacial and a place to stay.. I haven't made up my mind if I want to go to Sheridan yet... I think it would be good in some ways but in other it would really suck. I got an email from my friend Brittane who was telling me not to leave and that she could help me find stuff in Boise.. Well there is alot in Boise so I admire her willingness to help me! I thank her greatly! I was mad today so I did an "invetentory" of my closet.. I found this cute light green jacket which would really go with some dark green or light blue... But, Back to what I was saying about Sheridan.. I am seriously thinking about it because i got till tommorow morning to decide if I want to go... The way I see it is.. if I HAVE to take gym in Kuna High School this year if they take away my free periode then I will leave if not I will stay.. Deal? LOL! I really like Sheridan and love my friends as much as i love them here in Kuna but it would be tough to leave something that i have already started... Ill let you know tommorow what my decision is..

Have a great week!
Andrew

Horrible Day

2005-02-12T23:59:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Ok.. this whole week has been %*&^ up.. Seriously.. Today my dad burned alot of my stuff because it simply was "too queer" for me.. I love my stuff and don't give a crap about what he thinks is "queer" or not.. because I am proud to be queer... He burnt my favorite scarf that was red... I loved that scarf.. he told me it made me look like a clown.. I don't think so a clown dresses in white face paint and wears silly hats and s**t not a red fuzzy scarf and a pink T-shirt.. OMG! I also have been so depressed over not having a boyfriend.. I guess its getting to the extreme with me.. I better just cut it out LOL! I'll find somebody.. Hopefully.. I got to go on Monday to some councelours office to "straighten" out my schedual.. or I could go in there on Monday and get my withdraw papers and get the &%&$ out of this state.. i don't know.. I love my peeps and the mall but I just don't like the area.. I just want to go back to Sheridan but I worry about "what am I going to wear" and how am I going to find some clothing that will be queer enough in the middle of nowhere?? Seriously think about it? The only store they have there are JcPennies, Wal-mart, Maurices... Not a huge selection in my opinion... I can always find a top at Pennies here in Boise but finding some kool flare pants are really hard considering that Sheridan doesn't have many queer guys like here in Boise.. I don't know.. just keep on thinking about it..

I miss today: Melissa- Couldn't find her phone # to call her...
Molly- Didn't see her online and didn't have a chance to call her sadly..

Peoples I talked to: AJ, Jenny

Have a great day!
Andrew

Werid & Confused

2005-02-12T00:10:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Just got back from the V-day dance.. It was depressing.. No David though! Ran into a little homophobia but not much.. I have this huge question in my mind.. Do I really want to move?.. I already told one of my teachers that I am moveing and I would hate to go up to her and say I am not moveing after she exempted me from alot of work... would really be embarrassing.. I just don't want to leave my peeps.. Really don't want to leave them.. Love them (Friends)... At the dance I just stood there because I was so depressed that I didn't want to move.. I just want a nice guy who likes me and wants to be with me.. I seen all these people dancing with there bf/gf and it just made me sad.. I was all alone.. no partner... of course some of my peeps danced with me for a few minutes.. which is awesome but having a Boyfriend is totally diffrent.. I just want someone... ITs hard thing and iteferes with my move.. If I move I might not be meet any gay guys in Sheridan.. Of couse I could meet them but never date them.. here I think I have a little bit more of a chance.. I will have to sleep on these questions..... I just don't know (crys)... I ran into some homophobia on Thursday when a bunch of people (about 9-12) ganged up on me and was calling me a bunch of rude names and asking tons of personal questions.. really made me scared...

See ya all later!
Andrew

Horrible Days

2005-02-09T21:47:00.000-07:00

Hello,
The days are getting so horrible.. David seems to hate me.. he thinks I started this rumor about him "chainsmokeing" which I did not.. The only thing i ever said why were dateing about smokeing was that I was worried that he was smokeing alot... I just so want to **** leave this place.. I love my peeps (molly,rachel,britanne,ect) but I just feel like going back to Sheridan,Wyoming.. I think it would be good to be with some of my old friends! Hopefully they would accept me still. of course I am talking to my dad about it sense he is leaving for Sheridan soon.. Really hopeing that he says yes.. I will be devestated if he says no...This week is turning out to be horrible.. very horrible.. very very very horrible.. I was yelled at by some lady today for no reason.. and was embarrassed because she read off my survey (which is personal) in front of a class GRR made me mad.. Just want to leave to Sheridan,Wyoming
I may have to delay our Gay History information due to lack of finding anything interesting so I will find something but it may be near the end of the month before I post it.
Have a great day!
Andrew

Horrible Day

2005-02-07T19:16:00.000-07:00

Hello,

Today is a horrible day! David broke up with me :'''''''''''(((

I am trying to recover after this event but I am getting better.. He and I agreed to be good friends! LOL! Oh well he was a really great guy! I hope things are successful for him. I am still debateing on if I should go to this week's V-day Dance.. Hmm.. But, Today wasn't too bad I talked to alot of great friends and met some people.. not that bad...

Have a great day!!
Andrew

Another "ok" day..

2005-02-03T21:06:00.000-07:00

Hello,

Today is a bit better.. I was able to talk to David alot more today! I am so glad :) I love him so much!!! Well.. The rest of day was as normal.. pretty much boring!!! LOL!! Tommorow's schedual is even MORE boring!! Gosh.. My friend AJ is pissed (not at me.. I think).... Another bad thing that happened to me today was I lost my book.. I found another book.. which COULD be mine but I am not sure.. I gotta really find the book or confirm that the book I found is mine because I can't leave school at the end of the year if it is not the original or I get a fine! Which is something I DO NOT want.. :-( .. But On a lighter note! I am listening to some great music and writeing messages to my friends! Havin a great time LOL!!

YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!
Andrew
I LOVE DAVID!

ok day

2005-02-02T18:26:00.000-07:00

Hello,

Today was ok.. I only talked to David for 30 seconds.. I could tell in his voice that he must have been having a bad day ( not sure though if it was a bad day it could of been something else) I really just want to give him a big hug!! I just love him to death!! LOL!! Classes today were SOOO boring.. OMG!! SOO boring!!

I will be posting some Gay History information..

So look forward to that (i guess) LOL!!

HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!!!
Andrew
I LOVE DAVID!!!

GREAT DAY!!!

2005-01-31T20:27:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Today was sooooooooo great!! I was kinda feeling funny because of the new medication I am on for my allergies! LOL! It was funny I wore a really bright pink T-Shirt with a ton of colorful bracelets... talk about gay pride!!!!.... I also got to see David, my boyfriend, Today!! We did some things after school and talked! I am planning on a good V-day gift for him.. Hopefully he likes it! The Dance I went to was great and David COULD OF COME! I just didn't get any contact with him so he didn't go :-(

Thats the only bad news so far.......

Have a Great evening/day!!!!!!
I LOVE DAVID
Andrew

Werid Days

2005-01-29T17:44:00.000-07:00

I haven't seen David for 2 days now... I am getting worried... I finally went to the doctors and now I have prescriptions for my sinus infection makes me FEEL ALOT better! LOL! I am going to a dance tonight with a friend hopefully it will be fun! And hopefully I meet some new friends!!

Well Ill let ya know how it goes!
Have a great weekend!
I LOVE DAVID
Andrew

Ok Day

2005-01-27T14:23:00.000-07:00

Hello,

Today I WAS ABLE TO SEE DAVID!!! I was so happy but it was only like 3 minutes.. he was sore from horseback rideing or something.. so he was kinda tired and things.. I miss him though! I can't wait for tommorow when I am able to talk to him for like 120 minutes!! and we could possibly do something afterschool! I hope everything is going well with him though! I went home early today from school.. I have a bit of a head cold! Ack! I hate colds and sickness!! Its so embarrassing when you have to blow your nose and things LOL! I miss David!

Love Ya David!
Andrew

OK day

2005-01-26T18:38:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Today was "ok" I was NOT able to see David today because I guess he was sick... I miss him really bad.. Its been 2 days sence I seen him last.. I hope tommorow I am able to see him!
I am also feeling a bit crappy from my cold!!
But Today was ok in some ways!! I was able to talk to my friends and had an awesome time at lunch (i don't eat lunch its just a break period for me) I was able to socialize with more people!! I am meeting so many people!! I ran into a bit of homophobia today though... In my english class some of my peers were makeing fun of gay people! Which really makes me mad because it was directed toward me! Which really made me pissed. But I was "cool" about it and just ignored it!

Well, Have a great Day!!!
Hopefully I am able to see David Tommorow!!
I LOVE DAVID!!
Andrew~

Horrible Day!

2005-01-25T13:43:00.000-07:00

Hello!

Today was horrible.. I got sick over night so I stayed home to get better but I was not able to see David today (which really upsets me).. I really miss him LOL! I am almost done with his V-Day gift!! I am also getting him another gift before V-day! I would like to thank AJ for her Ideas!!

Thank You!
Andy~
I Love David!

Blog for Feb.!

2005-01-25T13:38:00.000-07:00

Hello! I hope everyone had a great day! I have now published the new template for this month's theme! Its Gay History Month (UK and Oct. is US) I am celebrating Gay History Month for Both UK and US even though I live in the US. I will be doing some posts on famous GLBT and some important dates! If there is any information that you may like to see on the blog that is realted to Gay History Month please email me at- ShowYourPink@Yahoo.com
Thank You!
Andy!
I LOVE DAIVD

My Parents are Driving me nuts!!!!

2005-01-23T17:10:00.000-07:00

My Parents are just driving me nuts today! They have been calling me names which really hurt! I am so sick and tired of there crap! They just need to learn to have tolerance!

Upcomeing Events-
Feburary is Gay History Month.. So the Blog Theme next month will have to do with V-day and Gay History Month.. I will post some information about people and events that relate to GLBT!

My new Email address is- ShowYourPink@Yahoo.com
All Emails are to be sent to that address-thanks!!

I LOVE DAVID!

Have a Great Monday Everyone!
-Andrew

Werid Day!

2005-01-19T18:45:00.000-07:00

Hey!
Everything went great today exept a few things!
1. I have cough/cold
2. I ran into some homophobics today!

During lunches on "B" days I have no one to sit with because of I take lunch at an off time (Not my choice) so.. I was standing near a door ready for the next class bell.. Some people came up to me and said "hey I am new too from LA!" I said "awesome nice to me you" and then he said something I didn't suspect AT ALL : "so there's this rumor going around that people say you are gay?" I said "yep I am gay" and he said "cool" he walked off and came back a minute later with a friend "The one kid looked at me ackwardly when i said I had a Bf" Then some other people walked up to me and asked me if its true that I am gay.. I said yea.. Everything went fine but I heard words like " OMG another queer" and things like "I dare you to touch him!" then during my science class (luckly I 2 great friends during that period!" and they helped me out when some homophobics started talking about the Mormon Church and me (I am no longer part of the Mormon Church because of my "homosexuality") and then my friend Patty Just turned around and said "get the **** away before i slap you" and it was great because they went right away!

So far though EVERYTHING WENT WELL!! WOO HOO!! LOL!
I just hope the rest of the week goes well!

Thanks for visiting Enjoy

Much Love (friend),
Andrew!

PURRFIC!

2005-01-18T21:01:00.000-07:00

Hey! Today was GREAT! I got to do ALOT of stuff with my Boyfriend! It was great! I heard two homophobic pairs today :( Not good I hate Homophobics! I met some new friends of my Boyfriend.. I was kinda nervous and I kinda made a fool out of myself because i couldn't smoke a cig right... :(

Well, I had a great day in general I got my new schedual that so far is better then my last one!

Adios!
Andy~

Another Great Day!

2005-01-17T22:34:00.000-07:00

Hey! Hows everyone doin (email me your response to: Time4soda@wmconnect.com )

I am doing great! I had much success at Banana Republic and Jc Pennys!

I gave AE a try.. They had GREAT stuff but I forgot to bring along alot of $$$ (left at home).. Luckly I had some money in the car!

I tried A & F I did like some of there stuff but then there was other stuff I would have never bought!

I have been so far having a great time in life (its a dramatic improvement)

I chatted with my friends ( AJ, Brittane, Jenny) over the weekend! Great People!! They are!!

I offically released the Pink Lipstick Community/Forum heres the link-
http://www.phpbbforfree.com/forums/index.php?mforum=pinklipstick

Its FREE to join and FREE to participate in EVERYTHING... In short EVERYTHING IS FREE!! LOL!

I am really hopen for a great week.. We are going into a new semester with some new classess!
Ouch!

See ya later!
Andrew!~

Great Day!

2005-01-14T16:11:00.000-07:00

Hey! It was a short day today all I had was two classess (one of those classess was a free period soo really only one class) I gave my friend a note.. Weridly.. He didn't say good bye for the weekend... He was talking to someone else so he might have forgotten.. Oh well.. I will be posting some pictures (not of me LOL) and some links or something and doing some design work on the forum! Hope it looks great! Thanks for visiting today!

More to ADD- Ok... I got some suggestion from some of my friends on where there favorite places to shop are... A & F are good and American Eagle... I kinda don't like shopping at A & F but am going to give it a try.. I usally like the Bon or Mervyns or Sears or Banana Republic... American Eagle is a store I have seen but never went in... I have been to many of "Eddies" stores.. I didn't find anything "I" liked.. Many people have diffrent tates.... By the Way the Wal-Mart fashion WAS HORRIBLE! I MEAN HORRIBLE!! HORRIBLE!! It was hidious!! I will never buy from there again! But, I will give another Wal-mart Trip again some day to see if they ever get anything good...

Thanks Everyone!

~Andy

A thank you to OutProud

2005-01-13T19:52:00.000-07:00

I wanted to Thank outProud a Organization to help those who are LGBTQ come out.. There is a button on the Sidebar that will lead you to there site if you click on it! Thanks again outProud!

Wal-mart Fashion!

2005-01-13T19:10:00.000-07:00

Wal-Mart Fashion!
By: Andrew R.

Many men I know (that want to look good) Tell me there is NO cloth selection at Wal-Mart... Well, I have to admit there is LITTLE to choose from.. Espesially if you a smaller boned person! I did my fashion emergency tip for Wal-mart Today!!

Ok...

-Most Shirts that I seen at Wal-Mart (i usally don't shop here) were Large and above! This really sucks if your small and looking for something to look good! I stuck to inexspesive shirts sence there the only onces that looked good on me and were in Small! I choose a Gold/Yellow $4.97 shirt!

- Jeans are a little bit more easier to find at Wal-Mart because they do make smaller Jeans.. Now I was looking for something with a flare at the bottom.. I didn't find any.. So i settled for Straight legged... I looked for there smallest size.. The smallest I found was 29/29... Tried them on.. No cigar! 30/30.. Bing Bing WORKED! They were nice and tight!

-Socks.. just go black if there is black shoes..

-Shoes- Ouch this is a toughy I couldn't find anything stylish.. Go to Payless they might have something good... or try another store..

Well There is my Wal-Mart Fashion Trip! I am going to give it a try tommorow... Hopefully I don't look to hicky...

Wal-Mart though is an awesome store and sell alot of great products! I am not a fan of there Cloths and Shoes section....

Well Hope this helped LOOK FORWARD TO THE WOMEN'S FASHION TRIP FOR MY SIS!

Andy~

GREAT DAY ,NO ,TERRIFIC DAY!

2005-01-11T20:32:00.000-07:00

OMG I had such a good Day!!! (Exept for my allergys) I am going out on a date with this really nice guy!! I am so excited! I love him to death! I hope everything works out (prays to god again!!) LOL! OMG though I am so glad.. As a Gay Christian I so believe in God! He has been so great to me! Ok.. Well everyone you all have a great week!! I will post some more soon! (tommorow or the day after!)

see ya!
Andy!

Bad Day

2005-01-09T20:27:00.000-07:00

Well Ill start with the good stuff.. I went to the mall and got new cloths ok heres the bad parts.. At the mall my moms shampoo opened up and some of it got all over her bag (not mine though) and then she was angry for some reason all day.. I got in a fight with my dad (Verbal fight) because he is not a fan of Homosexuals.. Thats about it..
Tommorow is the start of week long finals.. BORING! But hey at least I can write notes and talk to my friends.. I'm really hopen (OH PLEASE GOD PLEASE LOL!) I am able to have a really good week!

See Ya!
Andy~

Ok Day

2005-01-08T23:50:00.000-07:00

In a nutshell- Sat home... Looked in the mirror thought i was ugly.. day dreamed about a guy.. Sat on my forum alot.. Prepareing to go to the mall tommrow...

Easy? I don't know...

Started Horrible Ended Great!

2005-01-07T21:19:00.000-07:00

Ok... Today was ok sence the end of the day was great... Well, It started where I had NO cloths... Ouchy.. I had to spend extra time on my appearance in order to make things worked and they still wouldn't anything to work! So... The day went on it was horrible I screwed up in Foods and got yelled out by the b****** teacher! Well... In my last hour of the day it was great.. I can't tell you though because it is too personal and plus I know alot of people who visit this blog.. in real life.. Well You all have a great weekend I will be doing the next part on the Coming Out of My Cage Story!

Enjoy,
Andy~
~ Homophobia Sucks ~

Coming Out of My Cage

2005-01-05T22:36:00.000-07:00

This story is true all area's and names have been changed for privacy.

I came out Monday, Jan. 03,05 in the school... I really came out to one of my friends Alley online she was accepting of it and so that came me much confidence.. So i sat home while on Christmas break thinking and thinking makeing sure everything was going to be right... I was planning to come out with a guy named D at my school who is gay/bi. I then thought well his friends seem to be accepting of it and they seem like they won't mind... So, I went to school and many people came up to me saying " I seem Diffrent" I did change I started wearing cloths (just started haven't fully showed my attire yet ) that were more of my personality. They looked at me and go "ok" Not only did i put some eye firmer and some other things on my face to make it look better and I also put on some Cologne on ( I usally just put on Deotarnt) So... 1st period is my first period I told P , a girl about my cousin but couldn't seem to cough up that I am also going through some things (My cousin is gay).. So by the time lunch came around a kid at the table named Travis said "hey andrew wassup?" I said "nothing much" I said I hated alot of intolerance and he goes what do you mean? I told him about my cousin being kicked out of the house for being gay (he is living with me again now though) and so he goes that does suck... I told him that i would probably end up like him.. And he looked at me and said "your gay?" I said well "Bi" and I couldn't seem to cough up that I am mostly gay though and he said "cool" I told him not to tell anyone intill i get more steady footing and other friends approached the table and the conversation ended. So... Math Class came around then it was time to talk to D. I told him i needed help on telling my parents that I am "Bi" and he's like "OMG" and He goes "good for you and good luck" he then wrote me a note... then my friend P asked what is going on ... We didn't want to tell the whole class about it so i just said I am the same as I told you about my cousin earlier and she looked am me and went "aww" "ok" No prob.. (THis story is to be continued as Part 2.)

"ok" day

2005-01-04T15:22:00.000-07:00

Today, Was "ok" I almost came out to one more person today in Present/Publisher but I couldn't come up with the courage though i was almost about too. I seen some of my friends today not to bad.. Um... SWSOS is shut down.. also.. I am trying to update this some more (i do alot of updateing) But, I am hopeing tommorow is better because I am able to see more friends on "A" days then i am on "B" Days though I do have friends on "b" days.

Ill Add more later,
Andy~
HOMOPHOBIA SUCKS!

Great Days- I hope

2005-01-03T21:57:00.000-07:00

Sorry, That I have not posted lately... Well So far everything has been going great and I hope it stays that way... I came out that I am a Bisexual if not Gay to 4 of my friends now and they "seem" to accept it i hope it remains like that.. I feel so supersitious like something now is going to happen that is bad... (Prays to God) LOL! Well, Look for major updates!

Thanks for Visiting
~Andy~

Not Bad

2004-12-21T22:57:00.000-07:00

Sence i dont have any school due to christmas break i have felt great.. dont have to wake up early.. stay up late.. its awesome...

The SWSOS should be up soon i shut it down due to server errors on the message board.

Activist Forum has been a huge hit! Its growing rapidly with posts and views as of right now there are 4 registered users... which isnt much but its a start.. and it has great images of Matthew Shepard.. A Gay guy that was killed in Larmie, Wy.. I love wyoming but i dont like the Homophobics that area there.

STOP HOMOPHOBIA

HOMOPHOBIA SUCKS!

~~ Rocks on ~~

werid days

2004-12-19T18:41:00.000-07:00

The days have been really werid.. i usally fall asleep around 4 am and dont wake up till 1pm and it really screwes my internal clock up. Its been horible i really want to go back to sheridan i just HATE IDAHO so much it really does suck.

S****y Days

2004-12-18T12:07:00.000-07:00

Well even though its early on in the day to be judgen things but i think today is going to be s***** as others. We have company over so i cant go downstairs.. i dont give a **** anyways i hate company.. so.. um... at least i am off for christmas break so i will be doing some good updaten of the blog.

Post a day in your life on my blog- Write me at toonumb@hotmail.com and i will post everyone who writes me as long as it doesnt violate the TOS of BLogger. Thanks

Andy-

So Numb.

2004-12-18T00:09:00.000-07:00

I want to let everyone know that i have changed my email address: TooNumb@hotmail.com . Thats new news. Today i was alienated as usal um. I hated myself today.. well thats an everyday thing. Its 12:09 am. hmm.. if i could only fall asleep... Listening to some music, Working on my blog. thinking about how horrible and what a total disgrace i am. Everyday is a struggle of course i think i said that earlier.. I am trying to make some new setting changes. so the blog will be updated. I am thinking of adding another article to the "SWSOS" actually i am right now let me get my note book out here and jot some ideas down.

See you all later,
Andrew-

PS: heres a little something i wrote you might get what i mean and maybe not comments wanted please:
Life
-By Andrew
Life lasts seconds,
Life lasts minutes;
Livelessness lasts forever.

Today of Hell

2004-12-16T21:25:00.000-07:00

Today was a hell hole.. I got ignored alot of course.. normal.. oh well..

Not much to say.. Hello? ANyone? lol?

Oh well.

Maybe i will come back later if i have more to post.

Mormon's Ruin Families

2004-12-15T17:39:00.000-07:00

Mormon's Ruin Families
By- Unknown (email sent)

This is not ment to offend anyone or harrass the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.

If you live in the western states you obviously know that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is huge it is also huge in many other parts of the world. This article is written because the Mormon Church claim the family is the most important thing. Well they really ruin families! Did you know that a Bishop reccomended that a Child be thrown out of the house because the poor kid Talked like a Girl and dressed like one! This is ridiciouls and the CHURCH SUPPORTS THESE THINGS. To me there a bunch of homophobics. Its terrible how they would ruin a family by throwing out a child JUST becuase of there sexual preference.

STOP HOMOPHOBIA!

Thank you, PLEASE comment on this short article.

Awesome day

2004-12-15T17:24:00.000-07:00

Hey, I skipped School Today feel alot better when i do this. It gives me time to relax and try to relieve tension... I am doing some edit changes to the blog and please everyone this is like a forum you ARE ABLE to reply to all of my messages.

Thanks
Andy

Another Day of Hell

2004-12-06T15:37:00.000-07:00

I am a walking zombie today i am not only tired from lack of sleep but also from some pills i am taking for my cold.. I got made fun of again because i am not good a mult. in math sadly.. who gives a fuk... I woke up and dread another day of school all i want to do is stay home all day and listen to music and talk on the net. I feel so against the world... Im sooo stressed also i failed a few tests today and got shot down told that i cant cook in a foods class because i "Havent been there long enough" though i worked alot longer in the last foods class i was at in Sheridan. FUK SCHOOL lets post about somethen diffrent ... I am restricting pretty good today ( makes me feel good) Well i will let you know and thank you for all the great requests i am getting.. Its definetly a good thing,
Look forward to a article soon from the SWSOS on many new topics

Thanks everyone
Andrew-

Horrible

2004-12-05T21:56:00.000-07:00

Fucken bad days Between me eating its "ok" exept for today i binged on 15,732 calories! I just want to go away.. My mom told me she hates me i just want to go back home.. sheridan.. I feel lost and hurt.. I tried suicide well it was unsuccessful..

THanks everyone
-Andrew

the owner nor the blog site has no responsiblity over the content if you feel suicidal at anytime call 1-800-SUICIDE or 911 they can help you remember the owner is suicidal and has ED problems but reccomends everyone visit a therapist though he doesnt.

Terrible day again

2004-11-23T18:24:00.000-07:00

God i ate 900 calories today I feel sooooo fat but at least i took a diet pill and some metabolism boosters so i hope this doesnt stick to me :(
Cutting seems to get deeper but people are really noticeing scary.. oh well.. who cares...
-Andrew-

Terrible Day

2004-11-22T19:08:00.000-07:00

Ok, I am so pissed off i had a bad day i ate over my calorie goal which was 400 and ate 900 i am so damn stuiped. tommorow i am going to try for the 400 again exept i am going to eat something if i feel like i am going to faint just because if i dont eat till then then i have to eat or i will black out even thoguh blacking out is better then eating but hey i am trying to make this better i am so **** fat god i hate myself! I am really Lost

Thanks People
Andrew-

"OK" Day

2004-11-21T16:01:00.000-07:00

Its been Ok did get the Cds i wanted.
SWSOS has a great possiblity of relocating here!

Thanks again everyone,
Andrew-

Another day of hell

2004-11-20T19:17:00.000-07:00

Today is bad again...... damn i really dont want to live anymore its like so hard to continue on!!!! I really do feel like leting go especially with all thats going on i had a person make fun of me today and Target didnt have my CD talk about being really mad when they said they did and i had to drive alway downtown with all the traffic!! Well if i survive tonight then i will see you tommorow!

Thanks EVERYONE we are hopeing for a successful Holiday!

Andrew-

Hello Welcome

2004-11-19T15:44:00.000-07:00

Hey Welcome to my Blog!

19.Nov.04 it was a horrible day not much to post bout just send me some ideas maybe- Time4soda@wmconnect.com